wkend dtg lagi...

ari ni ok jer...rini cti krismas...xlmer lg da msok taun 2010,,,dn ak pn umo 20 taun...hehehe.besh nyer,,,bln 2 smakin dkat adkah e2 akn mjd reality?atupn hnya angan2 n impian kosong??? 28/02/10 trikh kramat 2...........hmmm skrg ni ak ok jer...tp ak nk asik cri mslh...so ckit2 gado la...mcm dlu gk.xpna brubah ak ni,,,,dok phey tol...ala nk wt mcm ner.smlm ak da wt pblic speaking...alhamdulilah...ok kot..tp xtau ar...tp smlm gk ak ponteng claz qiraah..bb ak skit prot,smpi skrg ni rser ag...ak xg ikot yana n cik sabi pn g mid...abis da skit...nk wt mcm ner..ahad ni exam kitabah..hmmm msok ap ntah ....ok la...xlrat nk 2lis........nk p pjuk org lak ni,,,tp kn ader org 2 kn asik slah kn kter n mrah kn kter..dy mrah kter d ats kegagaln nyer,,,tp kter slah ckit jer...ntah... ri2 dy mrah2 kter kt myspace...pas2 skrg kt fcebook lak...ish2...dy xtau kt blog ni pno cter sal dy...kalo dy tbcer bsing sdunia dy...tp ak da mntak maaf kt dy..n dy pn....so 0-0..

sejahtera..

sejahtera???hahah ak pn xtau npe bnda alah 2 mnjdi plihan...rini stdy kjap jer,,bb td ptg kuar ngn adik2 ak..ashrsf n bella...huhu pnat..pdhal pusing 1 bp mall jer...dorg sggah tmpt pmenan Ya Allah..lmer gler...pdhal nk bli robot jer....dr sdut ni ke sdut 2 tgk...hmmmm e2 la bdak kcik,,,hehehe jap g da nk kene blik nilai da..exam????!!!!!!!!!huh...heheh dala....tp cian abah...keta xsmpi2 ag...senin ni bwu smpi...sabo tau...

mcam2 raser...

ap ni syaera.....ap la yg ko da wt ni haa???ak sdih rini,,,ak da sedar ap yg ak wt...ak xpatot btol..len kali pk lu...hmmm skrg ni sape sush....YA ALLAH brikan la ak kkuatan...kuatkn ati ak ya Allah... ak xnk ap yg pna ak alami brulang lg....ak tkot,ak x kuat tok hdapi nyer brulng kali.. tp ak pk tndakan ak yg drastik ni..ley wt dy sdih n kcewa...tp dlm bb ni ak mmg pntgkn diri ak,,,ak lgsg xpk tntg dy...ak prlu,bkn perlu tp kene wt mcm ni...ak mntak maaf bnyak2.ak da tburkn jnji,angan2 n impian..tp ak juga yg musnahkn sume 2...ak xsgaja...ak plu wt.bkn tok mmblas tp untok ak jugk..mkngah,wana tlg teh.teh da xkuat...teh tkot teh da xley bthan..tp start td mlm,ak da n lgsg x msg dy..pdhal ptg td pnyer la bhagia..n rnti loket R td.. org akn stil pkai n tme kceh kfc td.. tme kceh bb wt org ktawe ngn gurauan2 b,, hmmm akak ak kter xslah tok beri pluang ke2..tp ak sndri yg xbole..ak rimas ak rse mcm d kongkong..ak da bterus trang pd dy..n ak ckap kalo btol2,tgu la ak..bg ak mse...tp smnjak cti ni,ak rse ad 1 prasaan yg len...ak msti hndari cpat... ak bhagia,ak gmbira,ak senang ak sgala nyer ble bsama ngn dy..ak ngaku ak still ad prasaan kt dy...tp ak xtau knpa ak msh xley tme dy..kalo xmsg rndu,kalo msg rse srba slah..nk jer bsma...hmmm ak tau pnyelesaian nyer adlah kawen.hahah..ngarot!!!ntah la..ak xbrani nk men2 ngan atie lg..atie yg sakit sukar di ubati...hnya mase pnawar sgale pnyakit yg brkaitn ngn ati..Abg syg mntk maaf...syg xptot buat abg mcm ni..

-BaHaGia PaDa AkUe-

'''AK MNTARI TP X MHAGATKN MU,AK PLANGI XMBERI WRNA DI HDUP MU...AK SMULA XMNERANGI MLM MU,,,AKU LA BNTG YG HLG D TELAN KEGELAPAN...SLALU E2 YG EGKAU UCPKN PD AK...SBGAI KEKASH YG X DIAAGAP AK HNYA BISA MNCOBA MNGALAH.... MNHAN SETIAP AMARAH...SBAGI KEKASIH YG X DI AGGAP AK HNYA MNCOBA BSABAR.. AK YAKIN KO AKN BERUBAH..."" ---KEKASIH YANG TAK DI AGGAP---


AK xtau nper ak 2lis lirik ni...ni ader org bg ak...hmmm ntah la...sbnar nyer nk cter yg arini ak kuar n ak bhagia...ak tau ni hnya smntara....ak da ckap ngn ati ak yg ni hnya smntara...so nt kalo ad paper ati ak xla mrajok..huhu ak da lmer x rse ap yg ak rse ari ni...ak tau hnye org 2 jer yg ley wt ak mcm ni...ak g summit n bp mal...jmpe amin n kak sopi kt summit...tga bli kasot...xsgker dorg still lg...dorg ptot btrima kseh pd PIZZA HUT BP MALL yg mnyatukan dorg,,hahaha...td mkn aym mas,,,xsdap lak,,,ri2 mkn ok jer.. ak xsgka ap yg ak wt rini..eh2 sgka la gk,,td g tgk cter santau..ok la gk..not bad ler..ader seram n seriau gk...dy nk g tgk kt bp mal or square 1 tp ak xnk...mkn ice cream mc d...hmm ap lg ek..ak kai pink itam..dy kai ckelAT.. yg sdih nyer ble mgimbau ssuatu 2....ak hmpir nk jato air mter kt rse mas 2...tp dy kc tisu so xsmpt nk jto la..hahaha.dy tnyer ssuat pd ak...dn ak pn tnyer ssuat pd dy...ssuatu yg btol2 cepu cemas...dy ajak g umah...sume ader..mak,ayah,along,angah , ude...dn yg pling pntg ader ank2 buah ak yg comey2 2....aisyah,aziq n daus...huhuhu tp ak enggan dong...ak xtau la nper kraskn ati jugk tok x msok kt uma dy...wlupn da mcm2 dy pjuk ak,,,dy kter mak swo dtg,,tp ak ttp xnk..sbb ap??bie hnyer ak dn dri nyer je yg tau.. atie,atie,atie sukar nyer bler ssuatu yg mgenai atie...dy tnyer ak adkh ak msh sayg kt dy???hmm atie ap kh jwapn nyer??' kalo syg trima,abg jnjikn yg trbaek tok syg'...'abg msh syangkn syg'...'syg jji ngn abg jgn bwk sape2 jmpe ngn abh lg,abg tgu syg'...soaln ak,,, 'abg bhagia???'..n '''abg xsbahgia ble dgn syg''' end


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cuti smperna separoh exam da setel...

salam...heheh tga cti msti la epy...cti ni xblik kdah tp jhor jer...sbnar nyer da lmer xwt bnda alah ni...yela xsmpt....ala mcm ne ni,,,td bkobar2 nk 2lis tp da xder mud lak...hmmm bnyk nk cter sbnar nyer,,,tp sok2 la...sok yg exam com gud luck....huhuhu sok kn,,,sok kn.....nk jmper...huhu bio la rhsie..da la...xder idea lak..